Hellooo! This is my microblog where I put random thoughts and events that happen in my life. I talk a lot, so im sure I will have a ton of entries. I overshare too much >.>
image above is literally me typing on my microblog
Highschool is such a place. This is all hypothetical/made up situations but; Oh, my boyfriends white friend says the N word but its fine we're in highschool we wont see each other soon. Just gotta fake it till you make it! Oh, my friend group says slurs but its fine I wont see them in a few years. My friend is transphobic but its fine I wont see her after graduation. My friends choose an ableist over me but its fine. My friends dont take my feelings seriously because im mentally disabled but its fine. Its all fine because we will graduate soon and I wont ever talk to them again.
Its not fine. Its not fine at all. In fact, I want out of this endless cycle of hate. Im so deep into this dark hole that I cant escape it. I despise these people but cant do anything but be respectful and smile, because this is highschool. If you show any sign of indifference, you're doomed.
Im SOOOO going back to the country!!!
Guys this is me in class 24/7 this is literally me playing on my pink nintendo switch grinding on animal crossing.
...However, I think right now im going to try and catch up on my piles of missing work for forensic science.... I hate this class so much!
Its been a while.. I was terribly sick on Halloween and the entire weekend!! I couldnt even move or walk, it was awful suffering from so much pain, but im feeling more better now. Ive been thinking lonnggg and harddd on what my new revamp will look like of this site. I know I want to take my time with it and not rush myself... I know it will take a while due to me living in an abusive household, but im prepared and determined that everything will be a-okay!!! Now, I might write a new blog entry....
I often find myself prioritizing coding and my hobbies more than school. Forensic Science and PreCalc is so hard, so instead of doing it I do something fun instead. Im a senior doing this... am I totally doomed?! ;;;
I didnt get into the fashion show sadly... but today for some reason, my bus never came??? so I got to stay home... i was sad because my outfit looked so cute! and i really wanted to go to APart.. but anyway, heres a drawing i did of my precious oc Louise Pratama!!!
I tried out for my schools fashion show! Its called Vis a Vis, and I REALLY hope I get in! When I tried out and walked on stage, everyone was cheering for me :3! However, there was this one girl booing... she looked really ugly.
I wonder if I will ever feel like a normal human girl, i wonder if i can never lose someone again..
So much has happened with my life!... I sense a new blog coming soon, maybe in a few weeks or so if I think of something :3 im so happy to be back with you all!!!
I havent been updating my site all that much have I? Just small things like microblogging and updating video of the day... truth is, ive been fixated on making this visual novel! I promise that once im fixated on coding again, i'll start coding shrines and stuff!!
Second day of school. While I was introducing myself, these boys laughed at me! All I said was; "Im Luna and I like drawing". Ohh I hate icebreakers!!! (ﾒ` ﾛ ´)
HE TOTALLY HATES ME!!!!!!!!! ｡ﾟ･ (>﹏<) ･ﾟ｡
UPDATE: nevermind he doesnt :3c
Soon I will be able to text Kai again. How fun is that?!
This is my first microblog post. it is sad one ;-;. i wanted to make a microblog because I want to vent so bad about how in dress to impress my outfit was called ugly, horrible, and awful!!! So I quit the game and cried in a corner....Luan told me that my outfits are amazing though, so i feel wayyy better. i love luan so MUCH!!!!
heres my decora and MOMOMETAL outfit!